There's this farm I follow on Instagram, and the young girl who lives there can write like nobody's business. As I read it, the envy and jealousy rise hot inside of me, and I think to myself that I would just love to be so gifted.
Her message and content I can't always remember because I am so focus on those eloquent words that meander along so breathtakingly through her causes and concerns. She writes that she doesn't believe in God, but she sure has a God-given ability whether she acknowledges it or not.
And I hear God whisper into my heart, "You have the gifting I purposed for you to have."
We own our gifts, don't we? Sometimes, many times, tempted to shape them into idols or form them into our identities, whatever they may be. We engage in this spiritual tug-of-war with God over which direction the gifts should be flowing, and God is saying to us that if he is the giver of the gift, then he is the governor of the gift as well.
He knows us better than we know ourselves. He knows what we can handle.
As far as writing goes, and I believe this truth can be applied to all gifts, he isn't looking for the next Hemingway. He is looking for it to be accomplished humbly and simply "his way." I know, so corny, I warned you.
The Apostle Paul offers us some great advice, actually it's a commandment: "For Christ did not send me to baptize but to preach the gospel, and not with words of eloquent wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power." ( 1 Corinthians 1:17 )
In the city of Corinth, worldly wisdom and articulate speech in philosophical debating was all the rage. Paul would have none of it. The powerful, live-saving message of Jesus Christ would not get lost in all of their fancy pants, rhetorical persuasion. Paul saw to that with his simple speech. In that way, Paul preached liked nobody's business. In fact, God used him to preach and plant churches in the entirety of Asia and write most of the New Testament.
With a simple gift spoken simply, Paul led an extraordinary life.
"For the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.... God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise. God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong. God chose what is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things that are, so no human being might boast in the presence of God." ( 1 Corinthians 1:25-29 )
Read those verses again.
I'm not claiming to know the mind of God, but according to the Scriptures, God has a pattern of doing things this way. He uses what man least expects and undervalues.
Whatever our gifts - artistic, intellectual, linguistic, athletic, hospitable, mechanical, agricultural, botanical, educational, medical, oratorial, technological, and the list goes on - we are the Lord's servants. Our aim is always for others to see our works and glorify God, not us. And God will guide the gifts in his direction according to his perfect will. Think Paul's thorn to keep him from becoming conceited in that extraordinary life. (1 Peter 2:12 ) ( Matthew 5:16 ) ( Isaiah 42:8 ) ( 2 Corinthians 12: 6 & 7 )
Yes, we should develop our gifts the best that we can because God, and this is nothing short of astonishing, writes us into his story to play a small part. He could easily do it himself, and yet, he's not going to do it without us. Therefore, our content and concerns, i.e. the message of the gospel, must not get muddied in our pride and perfection and eloquent words. Many times I've found God to use the gifts he's placed in me to develop my own character.
He gets to do that. He's the author.
Soli Deo Gloria! 💜