I've had a love for farmland and country living ever since I can remember; however, I began life with my childhood roots firmly planted in suburban soil. I grew up playing hopscotch and hand-clapping games with my neighborhood girlfriends until our parents called us in for dinner, an era that now seems three lifetimes ago to my older self. A life where families took their meals together and instant anything was not a thing at all, expect of course when it came to discipline, and that was delivered instantaneously if you possessed the foolhardiness to disobey or sass your elders.
Our brick ranch sat at the end of the last road of our subdivision on a cul-de-sac. The low traffic and quiet privacy meant many of our girlfriend gatherings happened in my neck of the woods. Beyond the cul-de-sac, past our whimsical chalk designs, lay this wide open field with a farmhouse sitting at the furthest stretch.
I can remember the magical look of the frosty soil as it sparkled like little diamonds in the rising winter sun. Slowly, the field would melt and fill with wildflowers and butterflies each spring and throughout the summer. By autumn the grass would have grown long and brown, bending with the passing wind as my sisters and I hurried out the front door to catch the school bus.
Dad would often shush us when he heard the sound of a game bird calling from the thick overgrown strands of hay. Somewhere I suspect there must have been an aging reluctant farmer digging in his boot heels in defiance of a cold-hearted, money-grubbing developer, the old timer relentlessly refusing to give up this simple, pure piece of country goodness in the middle of suburbia.
If that was the case, I can't say that I blame him.
In my Christian life it's taken me a bit to picture the relationship between divine sovereignty and human responsibility as one of kindred spirits. Instead, as I struggled to reconcile the two in my Bible reading, I viewed the concept as a dead end road, a barricade, a paradox, two contradictory, hard cold truths that somehow, someway existed co-eternally in an alternate universe far away from human reasoning and anything resembling a welcome mat.
First however, I've learned that these two truths, and they are both truths, aren't a paradox at all. A paradox by definition is actually a figure of speech, a play on words.
Theologian J.I. Packer points out that many truths about the Christian life can be expressed as paradoxes: For instance, when we come to Christ we gain our freedom by becoming a slave to righteousness. "Paul states various paradoxes of his own Christian experience: sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, yet possessing everything; 'when I am weak, then I am strong.'" ( 2 Corinthians 6:10, 12:10 )
"The point of a paradox, however, is that what creates the appearance of contradiction is not the facts, but the words." Also, and this is important, a paradox is always comprehensible. A speaker or writer casts his ideas into paradoxes in order to make them more memorable and provoke thought," Dr. Packer clarifies.
So what of God's sovereignty and human responsibility? What are they together if not a paradox? Aren't they contradictions? The Scriptures imply, "No." Because both are biblical realities that exist together in an incomprehensible, cordial relationship right here in our neck of the universe. Not away from human reasoning, but in spite of it.
This enigmatic friendship is known as an antinomy.
Of all of the examples given in Scripture, and they appear to be on every page, of God's sovereignty alongside of human responsibility, I think the most often quoted is possibly from Peter's first sermon in Acts 2:23:
"..this Jesus delivered up according to the definite plan and foreknowledge of God, you crucified and killed by the hands of lawless men."
And again in Acts 4:27-28 Peter praying to his "Sovereign Lord" says that both Herod and Pontius Pilate along with the Gentiles and the peoples of Israel were gathered together "to do whatever your hand and your plan had predestined to take place."
It was God's sovereign plan for Jesus, his holy servant whom he anointed, ( verse 27 ) to be crucified, and everyone who played a part in putting him on that Roman cross was held accountable for their actions. They were not coerced. They were guilty. How is that? I don't know.
In another more drawn out example, Paul, anticipating the people's objections in Romans 9 to God's sovereign choice in his election and man not being let off the hook for his actions, to my disappointment, the apostle didn't present them with diagrams and charts on parchment of how God's sovereign purposes all worked themselves out through human agency.
Paul didn't offer any explanation; only to quote what God told Moses in the Book of Exodus saying, "I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion. So then it depends not on human will or exertion, but on God who has mercy." ( verses 15 & 16 )
"Why does he still find fault? Who can resist his will? But who are you, O man, to answer back to God? Will what is molded say to its molder, 'Why have you made me like this?' Has the potter no right over the clay, to make out of the same lump one vessel for honorable use and another for dishonorable use?" ( verse 20 & 21 )
"What if God desiring to show his wrath and to make known his power, has endured with much patience vessels of wrath prepared for destruction, in order to make known the riches of his glory for vessels of mercy, which he has prepared beforehand for glory - " ( verse 22 & 23 )
Then in Romans 10 we see man's responsibility: "because if you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that God raised him ( Jesus ) from the dead, you will be saved. ( verse 9 ) For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved." ( verse 10 )
This is just one, albeit long, example in the Scriptures, but the complex relationship between God's sovereignty and man's responsibility truly seems to appear everywhere we look in the Bible.
When teaching on the two Charles Spurgeon used the analogy of two parallel lines that seem separate, but will converge somewhere in eternity. He stated, "No man will ever get a right view of the gospel until he knows how to look at the two lines at once," teaching we must hold both truths in our hands. We must keep them balanced.
Later in the Book of Romans, Paul seems to abruptly stop in the midst of all of these mind-boggling thoughts and burst into doxology:
"Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and how inscrutable his ways! For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who has been his counselor? Or who has given a gift to him that he might be repaid? For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen." ( Romans 11: 33-36 )
Even if some of God's truths are deeper than human understanding, I want to hear the whole counsel of God's Word. Don't you? Every bit of it, not just the "pleasant" and understandable parts. Unless we are reading and wrestling with all of Scripture, we will not have an accurate picture or deep, abiding relationship with the God who created us. How can we? Knowing just a little of what the Bible says about God, isn't truly knowing him at all.
I look back on my past life and wonder if we don't want to know God because, to borrow a famous line from a movie, we can't handle the truth. It's better just to create a God of our own making, one we shrink down and tame to our level. One we can handle. One who does things our way.
I realize God says some very difficult things especially in the Old Testament, and with every major Christian doctrine there just seems to be these tensions and complexities, like the Trinity, Jesus being fully man and fully God, the virgin birth, the resurrection, Jesus saying the world will hate his followers, and the cost of everything in our lives to follow Christ, ( I don't mean to go down a rabbit trail here, but for me that's one of the proofs Christianity is true. Who in the world making up a religion would put all this hard to believe stuff in their sacred book hoping to gain disciples unless it were all true? ) but don't you want to truly know God? The God who created you? Even though we won't understand his mind and his ways. Jesus says in John 17:3 that knowing the only true God and Jesus Christ whom he has sent is eternal life. Don't you want that?
If the Apostle Paul, and further Jesus, didn't attempt to explain the relationship between God's sovereignty and man's responsibility, we shouldn't speculate in this area. To inflict our own imaginative, fallen ideas onto to one or either would be to damage both.
I wouldn't even say the two are in tension together, no, they exist peacefully, as Spurgeon taught, side by side. Therefore we too should live contently and peacefully within their friendship even though we don't understand. We must believe both. Not understanding this relationship, helps to dissolve our own pride and live humbly and dependently before the God whose mind and ways are far above anything our small minds can wrap around.
This is the God we serve.
We love him only because he first loved us. ( 1 John 4:19 )
He's the Creator. We're the creatures. He's perfect and holy. We're sinful. He's all-wise and all-knowing. We're not the brightest bulbs on the Christmas tree. And yet, we think our definition of good is the correct one, that goodness couldn't possibly be any other way than the way we imagine it. It's not going to always make sense to us.
But that doesn't mean the complexities and secret things aren't still stunningly beautiful. It doesn't mean we can't marvel, standing in awe, before the glorious intricacies of our Sovereign Lord as we would at one of the natural wonders in his created world.
Like the gorgeous field full of life and wonder at the end of my childhood cul-de-sac.
The relationship between divine sovereignty and human responsibility isn't a killjoy, a cold-hearted road block forcing us to turn around without question or compassion. No, when we come to the end of our knowledge we should view it more like a welcoming turnaround. True, we can't travel any further, but we're not scolded and then sent away. We're invited to linger as long as we like, to marvel at the beauty. To smell the fragrance and listen to its sounds. To stand and behold from a quiet distance the secret things, at least on this side of eternity, we're not to understand.
Where the mysterious wind swirls the tender seed and then plants it firmly in the good ground.
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